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Archive for July, 2009


busy sched

Wow, i miss this stuff. its been a long time since i last wrote here. well, here i am again, in spite of all the paperworks, travelling, homeworks, reasearches that i have to do, i managed to found this free time to share you guys what ive been through.

first, i want to share my sickness to you guys, hahaha. kidding :) i feel really sick, i have cough, cold, whats next then? its not h1n1 okay? so dont be a paranoid.

im really tired. we went to bowl this afternoon and it was really fun. i scored 59 and thats quite low, but good enough for a starter like me. it was really fun hanging around with friends. especially those whom you adore so much.

its been just less than a month since the class started, yet we are being suffocated already, hahaha. 4 saturdays of july, we have these make up classes. i blame h1n1 for causing us this big trouble, grrrr! so meaning, ill only have friday and sunday as my rest day. unfortunately, really and very unfortunate, we have to go to differents museums tomorrow, this is one of our requirements in Humanities (the subject really sucks :D) so we have to do it or else well be incomplete. meaning, sunday is all i have. oh my, im gonna die! theres this take home quiz to be passed on saturday, i havent found the answer yet, im runing out of time.

im so busy, im not used to this. you know, having limited time to yourself. decreasing my social life, even my love life. well, its been complicated between the two of us so i decided to just focus with my studies cause i believe, if he really loves me, hell wait for me. i just cant find time for him. you see im really busy and if continue seeing him, i will never have the time for myself. its really hard to give all of your time to someone, knowing that you have tons of things to do, it has been somehow a relief on my side. i hope he does too.

i decided to cut our communication and just go with the flow. theres a lot of things that he couldnt see because he never takes his mind away from me. i hope one day, hell realize that im right, always right :d joke. i mean, im not the only person around him and theres a lot of things he’s missing. we are too young and besides, if were really meant for each other, no matter what, we will still be together, right? yes. so, i hope he understands and i thank him for respecting my decision.

i want to sleep, sleep and sleep. gosh im so tired. i have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow, and i cant save money, grrrrr.

im so stressed and i want to be relaxed, but how? with this sched, theres no way i could ever find a time to relax. but what can i do? this is part of the training. CPA in the making, nyahahaha.

mom, i know youll read this. thanks for the car, even though it havent reached Letran yet, hahaha, you know what i mean :D thanks a lot. youve been a wonderful mom to us ever since our wolrd began, hahaha. take care always and you know how much we love you. mwah!

so this is it for tonight, i gotta go take a rest. got a big day ahead of me :D
god bless :)