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Wow, i miss this stuff. its been a long time since i last wrote here. well, here i am again, in spite of all the paperworks, travelling, homeworks, reasearches that i have to do, i managed to found this free time to share you guys what ive been through.

first, i want to share my sickness to you guys, hahaha. kidding i feel really sick, i have cough, cold, whats next then? its not h1n1 okay? so dont be a paranoid.

im really tired. we went to bowl this afternoon and it was really fun. i scored 59 and thats quite low, but good enough for a starter like me. it was really fun hanging around with friends. especially those whom you adore so much.

its been just less than a month since the class started, yet we are being suffocated already, hahaha. 4 saturdays of july, we have these make up classes. i blame h1n1 for causing us this big trouble, grrrr! so meaning, ill only have friday and sunday as my rest day. unfortunately, really and very unfortunate, we have to go to differents museums tomorrow, this is one of our requirements in Humanities (the subject really sucks :D) so we have to do it or else well be incomplete. meaning, sunday is all i have. oh my, im gonna die! theres this take home quiz to be passed on saturday, i havent found the answer yet, im runing out of time.

im so busy, im not used to this. you know, having limited time to yourself. decreasing my social life, even my love life. well, its been complicated between the two of us so i decided to just focus with my studies cause i believe, if he really loves me, hell wait for me. i just cant find time for him. you see im really busy and if continue seeing him, i will never have the time for myself. its really hard to give all of your time to someone, knowing that you have tons of things to do, it has been somehow a relief on my side. i hope he does too.

i decided to cut our communication and just go with the flow. theres a lot of things that he couldnt see because he never takes his mind away from me. i hope one day, hell realize that im right, always right :d joke. i mean, im not the only person around him and theres a lot of things he’s missing. we are too young and besides, if were really meant for each other, no matter what, we will still be together, right? yes. so, i hope he understands and i thank him for respecting my decision.

i want to sleep, sleep and sleep. gosh im so tired. i have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow, and i cant save money, grrrrr.

im so stressed and i want to be relaxed, but how? with this sched, theres no way i could ever find a time to relax. but what can i do? this is part of the training. CPA in the making, nyahahaha.

mom, i know youll read this. thanks for the car, even though it havent reached Letran yet, hahaha, you know what i mean thanks a lot. youve been a wonderful mom to us ever since our wolrd began, hahaha. take care always and you know how much we love you. mwah!

so this is it for tonight, i gotta go take a rest. got a big day ahead of me
god bless

ill share to you guys my unwanted nightmare. but this will be in taglish, alright? this nightmare was really terrifying and the moen i woke up, i was shaking and im catching my breath. it was really scary. so here’s the story:

i was with my boyfriend-UBE. i forgot the other characters in my nightmare. in the first part, i see things just like the way you see them-the non-living and living things. i greet all with a sweet smile and hello. and theres this old lady, whom i dont know personally and not familiar to me, shes really new to me. i thought i was normal, on my perspective, i see people as people. but later on, on the middle part of my dream, things started to change. the people im seeing start to blurr, i mean they become invincibles. so that was really weird. i asked ube: “ube, nakikita mu ba xa? yung lalake o!” and the guy was similing at me. ube answered: “sino? asan? di ko makita!” so i was shocked, yet the guy kept form smiling at me. it was getting clearer as soon as he was near me, he was totally invincible and he passed through me! i mean, he passed over my body, he was invincible, i cant get the right word. i hope you get what im trying to say. so there, i was shocked! and i told ube about that. he just stayed quiet. then the scene changed, now, the old woman was there. she was smiling again at me. i smiled back. i asked ube if he can see her, to my disappointmen, he cant see her, again! that was really embarassing! i got really scared and i started to cry out of my lungs! all i wanted was to wake up. i wanted to scream but i cant.

fortunately, i finally woke up and i was catching my breath. it was really hard to breathe that time, im having a hard time breathing normally. then the first thing that came to my mind: what was that dream all about? do i have this so-caled 3rd eye? i hope not!

our psychology professor told us that every dream has its hidden meaning, and i want to find out what my dream meant.

that was really scary right? i hope that dream would not be repeated again.

till next time, im about to sleep na e
god bless!

today is one of the most significant day of the year (for me!). simply because, its my mothers birthday!

my ever supporting mother, so beautiful (just like me! haha), very intimidating (especially when wearing reading glasses), very kind, very understanding, approachable, very good in cooking, loving, caring, sweet, thoughtful, enduring, what more can i say? SEXY! hahaha

shes the best mom in the whole world! without her, me and my siblings wouldnt exist. without her, we wouldnt live the life we are living right now. without her, life is incomplete. without her, theres no light in our hearts.

shes one of my inspiration. shes my friend. shes my girlfriend. shes my teacher. shes my adviser. shes my FINANCER, haha. shes my everything. without her, everything means nothing. she means the whole world to me!

i miss you mama. i hope that you are very proud of me, of us. we miss you. we love you so much. take care of yourself and always remember that we are always here for you no matter what. we’ll never leave you and we will be together forever
i love you. youre the best mom in the whole world. youre the mother every child is wishing for, and were very lucky to have you.

a faithful WIFE. a caring MOTHER. a loving DAUGHTER. a thoughtful SISTER.

a PERFECT PERSON. thats what my mom is
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

Thank GOD!

im very happy and proud of myself because i got my application for Deans List approved! i cant believe it! haha. my dream came true! i got an average of only 90.29, that was excellent! i thought i will be disqualified the moment Kia and Ivy told me that PE was removed from the computation because there are soooo many students who applied for being a Deans Lister. i was very fortunate to be one of the few students who qualified. If im not misataken, only 7 were approved by the CBAA’s office. Thank God!

im realy thankful because of this event in my life. i wanted this so bad because i wanted to help my family. this means a lot to me, ill have an 80% discount to my tuition fee, thats really big compared to a regular student’s payment.

i will do my best to maintain these grades so i could help my mom lessen our expenditures. its really great you know. im so lucky to be qualified. i mean, there are so many great students out there, and here i am, one of the Deans Lister. this is a sign, i have to improve. especially on my major subject. probably, if i have a higher grade in accounting, ill have an average of 82 and above, if only i put so much effort, but anyway, this is enough for now. there is always next time, right?

study well guys those who study are the ones having a reward

whew!

its been quite a while since my last post here. ive been really busy these past few weeks.

2 weeks of vacation then here comes my summer classes. im not able to enjoy my summer because of this summer class of mine. its pissing me off but at the same time it gives me money! hahaha

i enrolled 3 subjects, HISTORY, PSYCHOLOGY and PHYSICAL SCIENCE. boring subjects. im really having a hard time dealing with physics!!!! grrrr, since high school, that was my problem, hahaha. i thought im already done with it, but here i am now, facing physics face to face! hahahaha lul
my history porfessor is good! he really good. i find him very intelligent. im happy with psychology because  out of 6 quizzes, i got 4 of them with a perfect score! exciting isnt it?? history has been very challenging, my prof required us to memorize all the regions of the philippines including its capital, whew! that was hard, but i got them memoried over a night
you see, having summer class is soooo embarassing! i mean, instead of staying in bed up to 12nn, i have to wake up at 6am. that was hard! instead of enjoying the heat of the sun, here i am, at letran’s classroom. i hate it! but what can i do? i just have to endure it! haha

my 2nd semester was really good! i got the grades im aiming for. i already passed my application form and i hope sooner or later it will be posted on our community but thinking of it, i dont want to leave my former classmates. if i have the power to choose who will be my blockmates, ill choose my 2nd sem blockmates. im used in being superior to others, you know? in there, im excelling. but on the other class, maybe not. maybe im just afraid to accept the fact that someone is better than me. but its fine, if they are better, i can be the best! right? thats the spirit! hahaha

till here, im sleepy and i have lots of household chores to do tomorrow till next time, god bless!

Di ko pa birthday pero dame na bumabati saken thanks sa inyo ^_^

Anyway, gumawa ako ng WISHLIST ko. if ever na magreregalo ka saken at wala kang idea, eto na un! haha

1. original charger
2. original headset
( nokia 6680 po ang unit ko, nyahaha )

3. umbrella
-ung apple green ha? xD

4. ipod shuffle
-ang cute e, ung kulay green din pede? xD

5. new rubber shoes
-wala lang trip ko lang

6. new celfone

7. overnight swimming
-uhaw ako sa chlorine batet ba?! haha

8. von dutch sandals
-sabi ni mama mukha daw basahan, nde naman e! haha

9. necklace

10. chocolates
-lots of them!

11. boquet ^_^
-ung cute na flowers, parang nareceive ko nung 14
12. boyce avenue album
-ung original po! haha

there you go. di pa kumpleto yan pero yan ung naisip ko e. Sana may idea ka na, nyahahaha.

Thanks talaga ^_^

sana mas masaya sa araw ng birthday ko
mwah mwah mwah!

There you go. New post from me again. Im too busy with my studies so i don’t have much time writing a new article for my blog. I just wanna share to you guys my happiness.

I’m kinda getting closer and closer to you!- my dream Well, my mon knows whats that dream. We ate at Max and i found the so called WISHBONE, i wished for it and i think it will come true. Of course it depends upon me and my hard work
Midterms is over. Sleeping very late is over. Memorizing everything is also over. I did good, well really good in my exams.  I got high midterm grades and high scores in the exams. Im just really happy. In English, i got the highest score in the exam, i got 71 out of 75. i have plus 10 for having no absents nor lates- meaning, i got perfect. ENGLISH = 97 midterm grade, pretty high right? In accounting, a fair score and a fair grade. Enough to be inspired more. 27 out of 50 because its really confusing and a midterm grade of 83. In PE, i got 65 over 70, got the highest score again, and a midterm grade of 97 too. in computer, it realy sucks, I got only 39 out of 50. in management, a fair score. 76 out of 100. in logic, its hard and good thing i got 39 out of 50 and got 87 as my midterm grade. i just have to maintain those grades in order to achieve my dream
Last but not the least, may favorite subject. Math of Investment. I got the highest score, pretty cool. 63 out of 65 and a midterm grade of 97. I was really happy and kinda embarrassed because my classmates would tease me, but its just fine, i know they’re just kidding. I was really shocked that my grade would be that high, I’m really happy and proud of myself.

I’m sure my mom would read this and i know she will be very happy and proud of me.

After all, that’s because of my hard work and being inspired. My family is my inspiration, as well as my friends who are always there for me.

Well thats all folks.. Hope you’ll be inspired to study or work hard. Just do your best and God wil take care of the rest~

Im so irritated with my fs these past few days. My blog posts wont appear in my profile, i dunno why! grrr.

what should i do about it?
its really pissing me off!!!

Whew!

Its been a week or two since i posted my last blog. Ive been veey busy because of several important reasons.

Fisrt, Im busy with my studies. Im giving more time to my studies because i want something that needs tons of efforts Second, my mom is havig her christmas vacation so i dont have much time going online.

Theres a lot of things, stories and events that i wanna share with you guys but i dunno where to start, hehe.

Lets begin with my favorite hobby- readig Twilight. Yeah, im addicted to it. Would you believe that i finished reading New Moon in just a day?? Silly me xD. I was really eager to know what will happen to Bella and Edward. I watched the movie 2x already and i heard that theyre making New Moon the movie good one! I also read from the internet that theres this particular book entitled Midnight Sun, just the same as Twilight but its Edwards turn to be heard yes youre right, its Edwards own perspective. In Twilight its Bella’s in Midnight Sun its Edward’s. So if youre a Twilight addict, you better watch out for it
Naruto. Im so pissed of because Kakashi died, too bad. Hes one of my favorite characters in Naruto but now that hes dead, I feel quite awful for the show. I hate Pain for doing that to my Kakashi!

School news- nothing interesting. We had our College Week. It was fun because I had the chance to bond with my former blockmates, at the same time, I was happy bacause we dont have classes hahahaha!

My mom is here. Im sure that we will be having a great, happy and merry chrsitmas this year. With my mom here, we always go out so i was very happy, hehe. Too bad shes going back in Bermuda as early as Jan 1 so sad right? But its okay, at least she was here with us.

I missed blogging. I have so much in mind but i cant post all of them here. Maybe some other time. So this is it for now, ill post again sometime.

Merry Chrsitmas to y’all and have a wonderful New Year

Its friday today.

I was sooo tired but happy I ate ice cream today, but im not satisfied with that. I ate cheese sundae from mini stop. At first it tastes good, but after eating it i felt dismayed because it has an after taste. It feels like im gonna throw out all of what ive taken inside. It sucks. I thought it was good but then i was wrong. Ill never buy that again. I SWEAR!

Im quite worried with my eyes. My eyes were hurting so bad. Im thinking if its from too much usage of computer. But i was wondering coz i dont use the computer for so long. Maybe an hour or two is enough. Im afraid. I dont want to end up using reading glasses neither wearing contact lens. What should i do? Im refraining form using the computer as of now, coz it really hurts! Even though im not using the computer, i can feel its pain. Its killing me. My eyes, pease bear with me. I hope this is just a sort of irritation and not a serious thing to deal with. I love my eyes, i really do.

Everybody seems excited to watch Twilight. Im thinking if i will watch that movie, im not really fond of watching movies, specially nowadays, watching a movie costs 130 plus the snacks youll eat during the movie. I dont want to waste my money
Im happy to know that theres no classes on monday. But it makes me sad coz my money will decrease, haha. Im saving money, my savings will decrease if theres no classes, too bad. But its okay, atleast i will have the chance to take a break. No pressures.

I dont have anything in mind right now. I just wanna go to sleep coz my eyes really hurt. So this is it for now, ill post again as soon as possible.

Good morning